Forgiveness That I Seek!!!

I did hit Rock bottom
A few years ago
Crawled back to the top
And here it is what followed

I looked back down
And all I saw was dirt
That deep fall
Left me with alot of hurt

I decided to change
My life and my ways
My whole school of thought
And forget those hurtful days

I looked pathetic
In the place I was before
With nothing to hold on to
I kept hitting the floor

I cried and I begged
I tried to forget
I gave away all my pride
And attacked when I was upset

I hurt people around me
Trying to share the pain
I gave up on life
And take away what others gain

I cheated and I lied
Lonely at night I cried
Feeling sorry for myself
I wished that I had died

But then I found a place
Where I decided to change
To better myself
And not loose what I gained

So I set on the path
That was as straight as an arrow
With the same love in my heart
That no one can borrow.

Now I humbly apologize
But my hope slowly fades
Hoping you would forgive
All the mistakes I have made.

I am sorry to whoever I have wronged.

By Basheer Parvez.